Other Writing
It is summer
But the frost has come
Ghosted my garden
Turned the cobwebs white
Furred leaves
Chilled the place to its roots.
My living room chair,
The side-lamp. Shelves of books.
Shadowy corners.
Like they have just returned
Sit in a place a few inches away
From where they were before.
I shall put myself back in place
Like the spines of my books
Alphabetically,
one rib next to another
To keep me upright.
My body has forgotten its own language. The hypothalamus—that ancient thermostat—misfires like a house with faulty wiring, sending false alarms of danger and heat. Under my skin, magma rises without warning. I think of those nature documentaries: thermal imaging of Yellowstone, the ground that ripples with hidden fire, how the earth's crust can split from forces below.
Each flash begins like a match strike at the base of my spine, climbing upward until my skin becomes a map of drought-cracked...
I eagerly wait for a new day inside my cold cell, even when the sun’s face is ready to give up on me. As usual, the sheets are unhappily twisted around me, hiding imprints from the vigour of my dreams. My secret light pollution. Only I can see them travelling on the train of my life going by, cabin by cabin. On waking, they are water spewing from a hose until it’s cut off mid-stream.
I am thirty. So very thirsty.
Today I imagine myself escaping from a tower. I have grown my hair, and I lower...